This time we met at the church right outside on the steps. He was smoking a cigarette while looking at the sky and smiling. “I was waiting for you, he said. I knew sooner or later you will come here. You always do when you are confused.” My expression of terror must have been easy to see because his face suddenly turned very serious and he started to approach me more carefully, he came very close, so close I thought he was going to attack me but then he did something I didn’t expect. He hugged me and I let him.
“You my little chick, you are my soul mate.” He whispered to my ear and his lips touched my cheek. “Don’t be afraid my little one I will do you no harm, I just want to get to know you. You and I belong together, in time you will see that.” A little chuckle followed his sentence. “That scared you to death, didn’t it? Don’t worry I am not going to force you into anything, in time you will see for yourself that you and I are one in body and mind. For now I have to go but we shall talk again soon…” Then he kissed me again but this time he put his perfected shaped lips on mine. His breath smelled of summer flowers. His eyes were closed and he had this little wrinkle between his eyebrows that it seemed to me like an expression of deep pleasure.
He was enjoying this. He liked to scare me with his words and then soften me up with his actions. Was I mad to want him? A man that speaks like that to a woman he barely knows…It’s a sign of madness and it screams walk away now, hide away from him. Of course I didn’t I waited for him to appear out of the sudden everyday for months but he didn’t. I began to think he had forgotten about me and then once again out of the sudden he was there outside my house next to the big tree watching from my window. I was not scared neither did I feel threaten I just wanted him to come inside my house and hold me like he did the last time...(To be continued..)
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